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Wednesday, September 23rd, 2009
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12:29 pm - Dude.
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I hate your voice.
Just be mute so sooner or later, I could give myself the benefit of forgetting how you sound. at. all. so I could just-- stop. hating.
current mood:  irate
current music: ..as if i can bloody h e a r these days, right?
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| Monday, June 15th, 2009
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4:54 am - WANTED
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WANTED
Mark Nuckols, creator of Hufu
REWARD
USD$500
or
[One night with me!]
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Ladies and gentlemen,
I. am. dead. serious.
Real disappointed finding out the website closed down in 2006, just.. sighs. Shoulda meself it when it came out, damnit. Anyone knows how to contact the dude who makes them or even knows how to make 'em?
Dying for a piece o' human meat,
Tummy grumbles.
current music: coma Black - Marilyn Manson
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| Monday, May 25th, 2009
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8:45 pm - On jealousy:
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I'd escaped everything retarded in highschool, keeping to my books - so I was a librarian, hoo-ha, right. And I evaded most of the bull crap of childishness then? Only to be bombarded by issues I didn't feel was worthy of being attended to then, now..
[e.g.: ]
So I was just having this conversation with an old highschool friend o mine on jealousy, aight. An issue I've been battling since my break-up almost two years ago.. I can't help but feel like my biggest mistake in my previous relationship was not having any decent amount of jealousy in it [ here's me concluding post-break-up that there's such a thing as decent jealousy ]. I had close to none and I'd wanted to know why I'm only pressuring myself to see maybe I should've had, or, have, it to secure one [ a relationship ].
And to this, an my friend whom I'd avoided my whole highschool life, only to meet up with him now, says: to him, it would be as if a girl didn't get jealous over him, it would mean that she didn't care about him.
Correct me, too, now, because I know he's wrong,
Somebody.
current music: Persian-speaking.
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| Thursday, May 21st, 2009
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2:58 pm - what say you.
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i feel like taking off somewhere without lugging a single baggage. just me and me passport and a ticket i will no longer need on a return.
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12:36 am - Santa Claus.
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I've heard her complaints, a thousand times, claimed them as mine, a million times over and now all I know is that iIve gone head-over-heels all this while being the person who hates the idea of believing in Santa baby.
current mood: Hardly cryptic.
current music: Nada.
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| Wednesday, May 20th, 2009
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11:29 pm - trust me, isz..
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this's so
not
funny.
current music: Keane - We Might As Well Be Strangers
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| Friday, April 10th, 2009
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1:02 am - i hate the sick sad feeling that follows just a hint of what used to be --
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there was this sudden loud bing-bang-boom from neighbours upstairs earlier.. perhaps something fell, it was loud. something massive, maybe.. somehow it frightened me.
no connection to any specific memor[y](ies), but it'd brought back the creeps and worry-wot in me. Like, the instant I heard it, I fell silent as it did, for a moment before going off wondering if they might be having a fight, these upstairs neighbours.
no other sound gave me the impression there might be a fight. not at all. just this loud tadak-tungg sound from the ceiling above.
and then i go: ..are they fighting, is there a fight? should i ring some authority?
still,
silence, only, now.
current mood:  scared
current music: it took t h r e e songs to finish just this post. [Not So Pretty Now - NiN]
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| Saturday, February 28th, 2009
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2:18 am - Froska The Chocolate Frog And A Boy Named James.
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So I've got two fixations these day, and - [two] chocolates ..and not just any typa choc, for some reason, leftover Icelandic chocolates, preferably expired by a year, it seems. ..anything from Kubbar which is mainly milk chocolate infected with tiny bulbs o' rice pops in 'em, hardly milky but I got addicted to 'em, anyhow, to these squishy green marshmallow goo chocolates [expired as of 09.08.08, aight.. - don't ask] called Froska.
Froska this green frog that looks like it's high on somethin' or other, embraces the packet chillin' on its lily pad, so. And it reminded me today, [one: my main fixation]![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) laynestaley26 , while I was enjoying my last piece of the froggie choc.
Froska The Frog chillin'..
Meanwhile: the fridge possesses me. I find myself walking over to open the door, and then proceed to walk away upon realising I've just run out o' muthafuckin' chocolates.
Call it diet. Or a starving fridge.
Fuck.
On another note - I wondering what to do with my hair - I look like a mop.
Anyone wants to accompany Ms. Mop to a hair salon for her trim and curl-ups? Holler, well.
Nighty night, darlings.
current music: Beautiful - H.I.M
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| Wednesday, February 11th, 2009
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12:05 am - Just--
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Why is it again that people find it difficult to accept me for the person I'm not?
..awh. someone please tell me if this is even fair for me to question.
current mood: awh, i so messed up.
current music: shout at the devil - l'arc en ciel
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| Thursday, February 5th, 2009
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5:47 pm - A cigarette says:
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I really don't know where we're headin', luv..
current mood: hmn, just.
current music: Gray - Bumblefoot
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| Friday, January 9th, 2009
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12:05 am - I can't bear to leave you here, on my own..
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I hate that I can, live without you.
Hell.
current music: All I Need - Radiohead
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| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2008
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1:19 am
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:með:
-- rufljás
gé akatrudne lit nnidnubagalrö re GÉ tsaðriv ðaÞ : : Það virðast ÉG er örlagabundinn til endurtaka ég sjálfur --
current mood: .pointless
current music: ..there's the t.v., talking to itself.
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| Saturday, November 1st, 2008
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4:28 pm - Fuck - say something.
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..nobody knows me like you don't.
And I miss you, luv,
You know who you are.
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2008
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2:27 pm - ta-dahh..
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..n'dah.
so i'ven't bothered for what seems like forever.
well, forever ends,
like a bitch.
much luv, 'en,
iszie
xoxo
current mood: .no.thing.
current music: god forbid- air supply's possessed the air waves.
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| Thursday, November 29th, 2007
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3:20 pm - It's Gonna Get Better
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| Friday, December 15th, 2006
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3:29 am - Hmn.
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"Heyy.. how come her kite flies?"
current music: Trubbel - Håkan Hellström
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| Tuesday, December 5th, 2006
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8:19 am - Mmph.
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Your Fortune Cookie
A lover who lies to others will lie to you.
Get Another Fortune Cookie
current mood: Right, 'en.. g'mornin'.
current music: Life On Mars? - David Bowie
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| Saturday, October 14th, 2006
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1:55 pm - Wait-- [ The Hangman II ]
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Notice how in a game of Hangman, with the average amount of guesses leading up to the probable answer, you'd've lost your head to the nook before even losing your arms and lastly, legs, to it ..so you die, anyway?
What a silly game.
If Garcia Marquez was illiterate, he'd likely come up with something as fatalistic.
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12:27 pm - The Hangman.
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I love you.
You love me, but-.
You are sick of who I am.
I am tired who you want me to be: should be, could be.
I suppose some relationships're like playing The Hangman. Even if you solved the word before you lose your head, you've already given away some parts you learnt you'd rather have back but no longer can.
Bloodless trial in pen and paper, it is still a nauseatic mess. As you begin to regret the sorry sight we have come to, perhaps you will finally understand: I am a disgusting waste of time.
Let's stick to Crosswords next game,
Say.
current mood: pathetic, absolutely.
current music: Re-offender - Travis
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| Saturday, September 9th, 2006
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9:26 pm - I don't know when it changed.
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I used to be happiest alone. Now I find I can't help but feel lonely when I am.
Hmn.
[ Laughs. ]
Ho boy..
current music: Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division
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